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Unworthy Of Me... by *LandOriginaL:iconLandOriginaL:

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I would have never thought
I would see you like this
Once upon a time
I thought you were so beautiful
As you spite yourself unworthy
of me....
Now I realized what you've become
And the glimmer in my eye has now
Past from my vision
now 20/20
now hindsight
memories now blurred
maybe an out & out lie
But were they good times?
I suppose
But not like I used to remember
You will never have that space back
in my heart
I guess you never wanted to be there
in the 1st place
So I will let you go to
free your spirit
And find your way
and explore the whore
inside yourself
but know you can never come back this way
I have been tainted
so my eyes may never see you
beautiful ever again
As you spite yourself unworthy
of me....
©2009-2010 *LandOriginaL
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Author's Comments

"Do you feel like dying? Do you break down crying? Do you fall down on your knees? Don't wanna go on livin'? Does your world stops spinning when you think of me?" - Eric Benet

I used to be that way for her... Now my world spins as ususal.
I used to Love HER. Not like I used to... She will know one day of what she could have had if she would have just believed...

(By the way... this is more of a thought than a poem)

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*tas-poetry Jul 3, 2009, 3:19:14 AM
I wish my ex would realise what he has lost. I want him to come back to me and beg me to take him back just so I can say "fuck off".

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Change the world one poem at a time.
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~CloudLizard Jul 13, 2009, 7:26:28 PM
Good for you. Hopefully this year I can do as you did; stand up for myself and end my situation without hate as a motive. Everything is telling me to move on and part ways, but I'm afraid to hurt her.

--
"The opposite of love is not hate; it is indifference"

"Only the tears of sorrow can wash out the stain of shame, only pangs of suffering can blot out the fires of lust" - Stefan
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*LandOriginaL Jul 13, 2009, 9:02:09 PM
I guess I learned a long time ago from a situation with an ex-girlfriend that I can not worry about how she is goimg to react. After threats of killing herself, she finally got over it (then I was the one trying to get back in... Go figure!) but anyway, I had to finally stop worrying about her & deal with my issues. We were engaged & everything when it all ended. To this day it was the best thing that happened to me.

You may realize that she was just using you. That being played emotionally for your time is just as bad as her getting money off of you or anything of that nature. Just be strong & know that if she is truly a friend, she will eventually understand. Sometimes it takes a person to grow up before they realize... Some people never do. But that's not your problem... Move on my man. You'll be better for it. Hopefully, she will be too.

--
"Though I speak with the tongues of men & angels & not have charity (Love), I become as sounding brass & tinkling cymbals" - 1st Corinthians 13:1 (KJV)
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~CloudLizard Jul 13, 2009, 9:14:14 PM
Thanks. I think one of the worst things to come to terms with, as you somewhat mentioned earlier, is just having to see all that time and effort wasted.

I'm actually writing a poem right now, so maybe when I post it and see it all layed out before me I can finally make a decision.

--
"The opposite of love is not hate; it is indifference"

"Only the tears of sorrow can wash out the stain of shame, only pangs of suffering can blot out the fires of lust" - Stefan
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